the wood is already swollen
t. tran le
window frame sticking to the storm
blooming through it & a sky widens its wet mouth.
Birdie swallows a yawn that tumbles
back over her tongue. the whole world languid
in the molasses of early evening. Birdie & I
are wary of this summer shower
water falling like grain from a lopsided tin
the moon stalks to the left & rain breaks
on the sidewalk below, rivers run
gashes across infrastructure—
sometimes Big City rain is toxic, it is what it is.
sometimes rainwater blows fresh rashes
onto my knees, pink & red rolling hills blush up
the fatty handles of my thighs.
my hands become apparatus for smothering
fingers curled into hooks
digging into the fever of my legs
but who brings only hands to meet embers?
yet here I am, Midas of Inferno
in the cradle of a slow burn with no flame
a hot hot heat: 2011 drought down south kind of heat
all summer long the sun behind our heads
like monsignor holding homily
warm hand on each crown
confessions slipping through our lips like spit
I don’t remember their names
all the people with aspirations of wizardry
shooting roman candles at each other
on the 4th of July: the fire got to our brains
each of us glowing coals
I too lost track of my body in the slip of sweat
but now I’m at this window & Birdie is bored
watching the rain drape over Manhattan
here gray looks like jellyfish bodies lining a shore
laid thick & ballooned with venom
bloated umbrellas cascading like froth into tide
the first time I met the Atlantic ocean
I offered it peace/ did it promise peace to me?
my mouth is molded to billow away from the sea
variously weighted air & dampness
shrug of the earth shifting through my lungs
I am familiar with combing the air
humidity in Houston often reads one hundred percent
four million people breathing water together