Major Arcana XIII:
Kamatayan Was Exactly Correct
Hari Alluri
After Amina Saïd / After Jennifer May Maramba,
Jana Lynne Umipig, & Verma Soraya Zapanta
My lola’s chewing is marvelously toothless.
Adobo shines her gums,
she cracks the bones for the marrow’s extra salt.
Trace the letters, she never says, the language of salt.
The story she tells with the power out
has a flashlight pointing up its face.
A minute after the fright, and my
breath is still scuffled. This ocean between
my sweat for her, my tears
and her village. I wasn’t there
when her chewing left.
Since, I swipe the plate and lick
my fingers for her jokes.
Time doesn’t end in us, it goes
how it pleases, requires no welcome-mat
mandala pour of salt
as light settles in the glass, the sand—
she boasts
her smile.
Is Lola also salt?
One part who I am, one part where I’m from?
Years after she died, Undas,
she reminds me
the geometry of her movements: when I brush my hair,
I brush the knots—out of hers. The mess
is also true. Here, our backhand one-arm broom.
My line,
from hips to shoulders, fending off
the curve of hers. My wonderment, let it
be what binds me to salt, its calling
the part my broom can’t sweep away.